Friday, May 30, 2003

The FridayFive answers:-

1. What do you most want to be remembered for?
(ans) being an achiever in life, maybe?

2. What quotation best fits your outlook on life?
(ans) Life is beautiful, live it to the fullest (no matter how sucky it is).

3. What single achievement are you most proud of in the past year?
(ans) to be in the 4th position in class, and top don't know how many percent in the whole level.

4. What about the past ten years?
(ans) achieving the silver award in my first concert bands central judging (syf) ever; being successful in every grades' electone examinations... a decade has too many glorious moments to write out i guess... haha... i shall add more if i thought of more...

5. If you were asked to give a child a single piece of advice to guide them through life, what would you say?
(ans) always begin with an end in mind. & strive your very best to achieve your goals and aims. u'd never regret, believe me.


Saturday, May 24, 2003

Believe In Yourself
You are your greatest asset
there is nothing you can't do.
No one can keep you from dreaming
only you can stop them coming true.
Your achievements are determined
by the desire that you possess.
Believe in who you are.
Believe in what you do.
It's not a quirk of fate
It's strictly up to you.

by annonymous

[Life Mentoring]

Friday, May 23, 2003


"All seasons are beautiful for the person who carries happiness within."




Which Season are you?

today i read an interesting page on the Singapore Seventeen magazine on:
"how to be happy"
and because sharing is wealth, let me give u 5 simple get-happy secrets that was featured on the magazine...

Get-Happy Secret 1: be independent
*take a look at the things you do and ask yourself which you chose and which were chosen for you. what about the things you cant choose to do, that you want? change 1 thing you can:
your attitude
"If you understand why something is valuable to you, it makes you feel more independent."

Get-Happy Secret 2: be grateful
*try to keep a gratitude journal
:: a person on the magazine wrote, "i went to the hospital and saw many of the people suffering from quadriplegic or burns. i am very grateful -- cause' at least i am still alive and well."
"I can cry everyday, or I can have a positive attitude."

Get-Happy Secret 3: feel competent
*spend time doing things you are good at and compliment yourself for doing well.
this is important because...
"...we all remember to beat up ourselves for failing but forget to thank ourselves for doing well."

Get-Happy Secret 4: get connected
* the key to connecting with others is quality of time, not quantity. so, make whatever moments you share with friends and family count. Also, reach out for to others when they need you.

Get-Happy Secret 5: set goals
* break up big goals into little pieces (milestone goals) so you see progress everyday. Word your goals so that you are stiving on something.

credits to...
[Singapore Seventeen Magazine (June Issue)]
[Jessica for lending me the mag ;)]


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The FridayFive Answers:-

1. What brand of toothpaste do you use?
Ans: Darlie.

2. What brand of toilet paper do you prefer?
Ans: (oh my god... such a qn...) Paseo? because its soft?

3. What brand(s) of shoes do you wear?
Ans: hmm... i wear quite alot of brand of shoes... but the best one i like is my adidas superstar series in silver... just bought it this year and it first "walked" me to the istana! the most expensive pair i've ever put on in my life! (until now at least...)

4. What brand of soda do you drink?
Ans: blue lime soda from Cubes? Is Sprite counted as well? I love drinks that are clear and transparent...

5. What brand of gum do you chew?
Ans: maybe you should ask my classmate, Grace, who always have loads of sweets for everyone (endless!). i'm one of her sweets fanatic! (haha!)

Thursday, May 22, 2003

Food, Glorious Food!!
these few days had been exhausting for me. hardly have enough time to sleep since i'd be burning midnight oil as this week i'm having exams (don't wanna talk about it...) so, whenever i finished my last paper of the day, i'd go somewhere to fill my stomach! don't know why i am eating so much but i'd get hungry very quickly. once, i nearly finished up half the wok of noodles! scary, huh? just kept munching & munching non-stop! there goes my pocket money... into my stomach then... *flush* (haha!)
some of my friends even say that i am suffering from bullimia... wahaha...

I'm a spoilt brat...
anyway, i bought a new handphone just yesterday & i am in cloud nine. (heez!) but it was quite expensive. $580 (inclusive of GST) since it is quite new in the market. yup, nokia 7250, with an internal camera. i just love it! i took a great lot of photos at home, with my siblings and teddies.



actually, i didn't intend to buy such an expensive handphone. initially, i just wanted a nokia 8310 or siemens 8008 (compact and sophisticated) but unfortunately (or rather fortunately) most of the shops stopped selling 8310 & 8008 was outta stock.

my dad was quite reluctant to get me 7250 since it was sooo expensive and he did not have much clients these few months. he actually wanted to buy 6610 for me but i didn't like it. (i'm such a choosy person...) the salesman said that if i didn't like it, it was not a wise to choice to buy it. my dad was still reluctant. (i think we spent like more than 45mins there...) so i 'debated' with my dad..... (i'm a spoilt brat!)
actually, my mom wanted to buy an even more advanced handphone (which my uncle told her that has a screen that allows both person to see each other while chatting on the phone & she's going gaga over it... which would be out in 2 mths time according to him) and it costs like a 'nuclear bomb' which is enough to drown china loh!! so i said to my dad, "since mom can buy such a 'large hazardous bomb', sure it isn't too much to ask for a subsidised rate of $200 right?" i only needed him to subsidise part of the price while i use my savings to pay for the rest.

u may think it isn't worth it right? well, i feel ashamed of myself too... got this "die-die also must get what i want" attitude... *slaps herself*

but i'm not like constantly changing handphones whenever a new model is on the market... this is the first time i wanted and bought a handphone that i like... & i don't think i want to change it in the next few years... until i'm... maybe have the ability to work and earn a living?

i wonder... why do people always wish they have this and have that? plain greediness? maybe these are to reward yourself after u have achieved something...?

Monday, May 19, 2003


Singapore Chinese Girls' school


which secondary school (singapore) should you be in?
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today, i took this quiz & my result tells me that im eligible for: Singapore Chinese Girls' School (ahaha! faintz!)

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Sunday, May 18, 2003

"better late than never."

The FridayFive Questions:- (it's sunday now. these are my 'belated' answers.)

1. What drinking water do you prefer -- tap, bottle, purifier, etc.?
(ans) water from the purifier. i drink that everyday since my grandparents and parents are very particular about hygiene (almost everything).

2. What are your favorite flavor of chips?
(ans) i'm a veggie. so all i can eat is 100% pure potato chips. original or classical whatever u call it.

3. Of all the things you can cook, what dish do you like the most?
(ans) i ain't a gd cook. maybe those that i have learnt during my Food & Nutrition lessons? like the strawberry pancake?

4. How do you have your eggs?
(ans) scrambled, hard-boiled... anything... as long as it isn't raw.

5. Who was the last person who cooked you a meal? How did it turn out?
(ans) my mom. she cooked me a bowl of porridge cause' they forgot to buy my lunch since they wanted to have lunch outside while I was having my electone lesson. it turned out alright, since it was only plain white porridge with a few pieces of fried fish. and since i was hungry, i didn't really bother about how it tasted. haha!

(in case u don't know what i'm doing, just for your info -- anybody can participate and answer these basic questions. go to their FAQ(frequently asked questions) section to find out more.)
Adopt your own useless blob!

without music, life is a journey through a desert.
in a way, it comforts u when u are feeling down or angry...
(that's why my life is filled with music -- LESSONS... AND PRACTICES... )
sometimes all these music lessons and practices can really make u even more stressed up (than u already have with schoolwork)

e.g. 1 = the Singapore Youth Festival that will be held on July (we have to go through this once every 2 years) to gauge our band's standard...

e.g. 2 = loads of homework{arrangement, improvisation, new pieces} from mrs samantha (my thomson yamaha teacher) cos i'd be taking my Grade6 examinations this year... (awhz!) & it's really terrible cos u'd be on your own in a big icy cold room with 2 (strangers) examiners & if u're unlucky, it'll be a (strict)Japanese! & the process goes likes this...

no.1: *Song Playing they'll pick 1 of the 5 songs(for course A)/3 songs(for course B) that u've submitted on your examination slip (that u've chosen & prepared) & play it.

no.2(a): *Hearing -- they'll play the chords and u should play the same as well (u must be great in your major/minor keys)

no.2(b): also *Hearing but this time play with your both hands & pedals on what the examiner plays. <- this one is not so bad...

no.3: *Improvisation before u enter the room, u're given 5 mins to scan through the score which u havent seen before. play it with 3 variations.

1st variation: play according to the score but with alternate pedals and a particular pattern for chord playing.

2nd variation: play with your own variation (for e.g. play it in staccato/accent/legato or grace/crush notes or change into quavers etc.) & with another style of chord playing.

3rd variation: !!!HARDEST!!! play using block chords, that means add another 1/2 notes in your melody(right hand) to make it sound richer, & again with another style of chord playing.

no.4: *Arrangement play your own arrangement on classical/pop songs, that u have (and must) prepare before the exams. that means write out your own version of the song without changing the melody but with the chord playing changed. for course A, prepare 2. for course B, prepare 1.
*the above procedures mainly applies to course A candidates.

for course B candidates, you have an additional procedure to go since you prepare 2 songs and 1 arrangement less than course A candidates.
no. 5: *Sight Playing just play according to the 16 bars. <- quite hard as well. tried that before...

this year, i'd probably be taking course A since I can handle my song playing better than my chords. this is my 2nd year taking course A already. the past few years since the age of 6+, i've been taking course B (i don't know much when i was young, so just do as what teacher says... ahahaz!)

if i have the chance, i'll post my playing somewhere on a site, so that my friends and others can give me opinions and comments (help me improve in other words... heez...)

i've chosen my 5 pieces:-
(a) Polovetzian Dance
(b) Turkish March
(c) Feng Di
(d) Everything
(e) Spirited Away theme

& my arrangement are:-
(a) Jewel Song (by boa)
(b) Reng Ran (a short sub-theme of the korean show "winter sonata")

yep... today i just "exercised" my fingers on these few pieces... that's all...

study? revision? er... well... i don't know why but when it comes to examination period, i'd rather play the electone... i even invented my own version of 'Right here waiting for you' today... (u may think that i'm like very free like that hoh?) anyway, i don't believe in "hugging the buddha's feet" <- a chinese proverb meaning doing an eleventh hour work and pray that u'd pass with flying colours... duhz... i never believe in that... cause' i've experienced the pain of having to do that...

Nevertheless, i'll get back to revise abit more & look at my motivation poster more (haha!) straight after finishing this blog... & have my dinner... yep...
wish me luck!

hugs and kisses,
oreos and chips more...

Saturday, May 17, 2003

[5/16/2003 3:58:21 PM | sihui sihui]
"aim not for what u are, but what u could be. challenge yourself. discover your hidden potential."
these string of meaningful words motivates me. it is written on a poster name "POTENTIAL" and has a nice picture of a dolphin jumping above the waters in mid air... (whoosh...) i bought it just yesterday at chinatown point... think it'll boost my study spirit cos im getting restless de past few days... exhausted... suddenly felt like giving up everything and go for a vacation at a country side... lose my determination... all of a sudden.....

some of de classmates know i very much wanted to get into Victoria Junior College... i drew the letterings of VJC on my goal poster that was pasted on the desk... (actually mrs teo, my form teacher suggested this idea... everyone has to do it...) NIL SINE LABORE = nothing without labour is their motto... i just like everything about VJC... maybe u think they're stupid reasons... but their school badge and its motto is nice and meaningful... it's a school which produces the cream of the crop... (although Raffles & Hwa Chong are as well...) somehow, i have a very good impression on the school... Anderson Junior College as well... their motto is NON MIHI SOLUM = not for myself alone...
ok, im writing outta point now... basically, what i wanted to say is... i feel pressurised and discouraged whenever my classmates & friends teases me about aiming for VJC... some of them gave me their opinion which I feel kinda disappointed as they are unsupportive of me aiming for VJC... some of them said that nobody in Northland has ever gotten into VJC... (lemme be the 1st one then! but i think i've oredi changed my goal -- AJC) i know that i should know where i stand by now... i know im not that intelligent as compared to Sairi, Fazil & Jasrie... but i am willing to work extremely hard and prove to all who know me especially my family that I WANT AND I CAN! but... de response from yall is really... haiz... it's not that i'm dependent on others' views on my future education... not that others' response doesn't matter... it DOES! at least to me... anyone who wants to be successful not only needs motivation and determination from him/herself..... *sigh*

i hate myself for losing confidence & faith & the initial strong sense of motivation insida me... i want to get back on the track and move towards my goal... but will anybody sincerely support me? anyone??

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[5/15/2003 12:59:28 PM | sihui sihui]
[profile of blogger...]
(name) sihui (country) singapore
(age) supposed to be 16 this year..
(horoscope) capricorn
(favourite phrase) oh my god...
(what i think of myself) a complete pessimistic person... a day-dreamer... someone who likes to be alone & reflect on certain things... & a girl who don't know how to express herself...

[current situation...]
- studying in Northland Secondary School and will be taking my GCE Os this year...
- taking yamaha electone grade 6 examinations this year as well...
- a clarinetist in the school's symphonic band
- a student conductor in the band

[my current goals & aims...]
- hopefully get into anderson junior college...
- to become a deejay or bridal (gown) designer in future...
- maintain de silver medal for this year's syf: central judging for secondary school concert bands

[my beliefs...]
- 'pon' school (skipping school) is bad... esp. if u idle away your time...
- IQ is as impt as EQ
- life is beautiful no matter how sucky it is...
- live life to the fullest as u only have one life to live... so u should make the most of it...
- u have to believe and have faith in yourself to be successful in life...
- friends are important individuals that brightens up your life...

[important people in my life...]
* my family
* charlotte
* jiahui
* jessica
* jasrie
* junwen

(message to all of yall) = i want yall to know that i cherish and am concern about yall. all of u are the pieces of puzzle in my life & i am sure that this is the most beautiful picture in the world. yall are influential and understanding people. yall are whom i turn to in times of crisis. & i want yall to know that i will be there for yall when yall need me... =