de colour says it all.
today's an unusually temperamental day.
i was actually feeling very bright n cheery for de first half of de day. nv felt like this for ages. definitely gonna miss dat kinda feeling. i suddenly felt like de weather today. somehow there's this undescribable nice feeling in de atmosphere. at least to me.
im enjoying every moment at orchard with such a fine weather. was there to help siewchan. was interviewed & videoed on some Singapore Idol stuff for her project. like how much I spent on sly. whether it has affected my schwrk n lifestyle. etc. farnie. i quite like her questions. cos i know how to ans i guess. haha. she was amazed at wad sly have "done" to me. haha. many are shocked la. some "controversies" arised when i changed my name to "mrs.sim" on friendster. oh well.
thereafter, went to meet cream to go shop for hairstyle mags. wanna change our hairstyle badly. haha. wanna look brand new b4 chi new yr. wan it a lil shorter. den i was telling her i was tempted to highlight a streak of pink thou i ever said i dislike ppl who dye their hair; & die-die won dye. waha. guess i lurrvvve pink too much. she wans to do dat too. haha. we'd end up looking twinnie shopping at orchard road manx. cos she suggested me keepin my fringe in da frnt like de old her. she wanna "revert" back to dat style too. aha. but dont think i'll highlight pink & have my fringe sticking out ba. but cant wait to have a "major" revamp.
den separated when she went to church service with yinluan; & me to jessica's. was shocked dat their service was so happening. live bands singing christian songs n all de youth so enthu. it was a wow-wow event for me. den got to know sth in de bible. cool. remove de veil to be closer to god. valuable lesson.
afterwhich met up with my parents to go for ours. a different experience. was more solemn. den i started crying.
cause i was distressed & extremely disappointed why de previously lively place have been "reduced" to today's state. when de speaker was talking, i cant help but cry for quite a long time. after i cleaned up my face & tot i was okay. i bit my lips n cried again.
i haven contributed my bit. i should have taken time to attend more often. i felt dat our youths are neglected & de participation rate is dropping to beyond imagination. my mom upon seeing me like dat comforted me. talked to me. made me alot better. thanks ma. it meant alot.
*give myself a squeeze on de shoulder*
everything's gonna be fine soon. i hope.
..why is it that, at the end of the day, the unpleasant things linger in your head more than anything else?..
*hooked to this song. [playing: ryan cabrera - true]
today's an unusually temperamental day.
i was actually feeling very bright n cheery for de first half of de day. nv felt like this for ages. definitely gonna miss dat kinda feeling. i suddenly felt like de weather today. somehow there's this undescribable nice feeling in de atmosphere. at least to me.
im enjoying every moment at orchard with such a fine weather. was there to help siewchan. was interviewed & videoed on some Singapore Idol stuff for her project. like how much I spent on sly. whether it has affected my schwrk n lifestyle. etc. farnie. i quite like her questions. cos i know how to ans i guess. haha. she was amazed at wad sly have "done" to me. haha. many are shocked la. some "controversies" arised when i changed my name to "mrs.sim" on friendster. oh well.
thereafter, went to meet cream to go shop for hairstyle mags. wanna change our hairstyle badly. haha. wanna look brand new b4 chi new yr. wan it a lil shorter. den i was telling her i was tempted to highlight a streak of pink thou i ever said i dislike ppl who dye their hair; & die-die won dye. waha. guess i lurrvvve pink too much. she wans to do dat too. haha. we'd end up looking twinnie shopping at orchard road manx. cos she suggested me keepin my fringe in da frnt like de old her. she wanna "revert" back to dat style too. aha. but dont think i'll highlight pink & have my fringe sticking out ba. but cant wait to have a "major" revamp.
den separated when she went to church service with yinluan; & me to jessica's. was shocked dat their service was so happening. live bands singing christian songs n all de youth so enthu. it was a wow-wow event for me. den got to know sth in de bible. cool. remove de veil to be closer to god. valuable lesson.
afterwhich met up with my parents to go for ours. a different experience. was more solemn. den i started crying.
cause i was distressed & extremely disappointed why de previously lively place have been "reduced" to today's state. when de speaker was talking, i cant help but cry for quite a long time. after i cleaned up my face & tot i was okay. i bit my lips n cried again.
i haven contributed my bit. i should have taken time to attend more often. i felt dat our youths are neglected & de participation rate is dropping to beyond imagination. my mom upon seeing me like dat comforted me. talked to me. made me alot better. thanks ma. it meant alot.
*give myself a squeeze on de shoulder*
everything's gonna be fine soon. i hope.
..why is it that, at the end of the day, the unpleasant things linger in your head more than anything else?..
*hooked to this song. [playing: ryan cabrera - true]
