OFF DAY!!
lalala~


today marks de 1st off day after working in levis for like 5 days? haha. yeah. working almost everyday except wednesday. and no. dont ask me for staff discount. dont have ah, i tell u. heheh.


but we're having sales soon and it's from this fri-sun. but on selected items only. 20% discount. not bad lah. everyone having sales except for levis this GSS. only these pathetic 3 days. so must come peng chang ah. dont say i neva tell u. =P


and to my surprise, although everyone's cutting down their price. psst. see mango and guess. levis die-die wanna sell at nett price, still got ppl buy. and quite alot. so many outlets in town, yet so many ppl buying. rich manx, singaporeans. budden quite a no. are tourists la. got serve taiwanese, japanese, americans, french, indonesians.. and i realised the importance of learning more than 2 languages. how i wish i noe a tat or two.


anyway, my outlet's staff quite friendly. especially jolene, jinghan & jenny. i hang out with jolene most often, during weekends. we even went shoe hunting during our break. fun right. the pros of working in town & having a 1-hr break.


so de bottom-line is, working in levis is still a pleasurable experience. now la. donno abt in future. cause overtime, things will change. from what they tell me. newbie wont kena alot of bad things.. yet. haha. orite. wish me luck.


and..
i miss robinsons' ppl manx. chen de & winnie, if ur reading this u noe wad i mean. haha. cause all of de crystal dpt ppl are de best colleagues i've ever worked with. even de supervisor is super duper mulitple NICE. *grinz*


by the way. thanks for everyone's concern. it meant alot.
wo de yi ke xin.. muack muack.. hehe.


going to watch Initial D preview with jessica in few hrs' time. FREE tix eh. muahahaha..

energy rocks.

screams.

queing overnight.

autograph session.

hand shaking.

perspiring.

chasing.

waiting.

screaming.

home.

backache.

yawns.

smiles.

memorable weekend.

if life was a graph,
mine is going down.
presto.

i have no idea what happened to the old sihui.
or de post-poly sihui.
i thought i became more cheerful & talkative & carefree
since the withdrawal from school.
but it seems like everything didnt turn out as well these days.
i get very upset over..
THE PAST
not being able to go to school anymore
not being competent music-wise
being misunderstood & sarcastically-remarked by parents
pimples
my hair
my sister
going outdoors


WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?


everytime i play in front of my music teacher, my mind will go blank and i cant even see which bar im at.
let alone my fingers. i just let them figure on its own.
and my feet will shiver like nobody's business whenever its on the pedals.

and how am i gonna teach in future like that?
and why cant i shut up and not complain.

im not even physically well these days.
whats wrong with my immune system.

and im not even able to turn to anyone for help.
unlike junwen.

i just wanna break down and cry, u know that?