TOO EMOTIONAL

i dint realise how emotional i was (am) until today.

i thought i'd have remained unaffected..
after my senior told me im going away, to relief _____ for a month;
i thought i'd have remained indifferent..
after my executive told me i may not come back nxt mth.

now i believe i go by the heart, not the head.

2 months.
its all it takes to make me feel so attached to where im working now.
(after being transferred from a lovely place)

what hurts most is..
someone i feel close to at work,
someone i treat as a very gd friend,
someone who made me laugh so hard whenever we work together,
actually sounded very happy to see im going away.

when de fax of my new roster came,
his teasings sound so crude & so.. hurtful.

then, the sight of the roster reminds me of all the faces, expressions of my present colleagues. what im gonna miss for the nxt 26 days.

what an awful thing to happen in this wonderful mth of dec.

my eye glands couldnt help themselves.
but i managed to free them from the force of gravity. HA. (ok, not funny.)

and when i THOUGHT im alright..
another senior from downstairs asked me why i look so sad & all..

THEN..

*thunder*

cry like anime characters.
so NOOB / stupid / foolish / silly!

which brings me to a qn..
WHY AM I SO EMO?

*WARNING* dont ask me why i look so sad & all when i look like that nxt time.

but i feel so blessed that other friends were there for me.

thanks alot, ppl. :)

well it takes alot of courage & wisdom to fully understand,
"tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi"

p.s. crying makes me feel less burdened. more comfy. so is that gd or not?! argh.